Luciel x Reader: Reset

[ Y/N] = Your Name

REQUESTED

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He waited for you for such a long time. Every time you reset, he hoped, he would be the next. First you were by Yoosung's side. He had joked about you two a lot. But when you reset the first time, he was a little surprised, especially after everyone expect him seemed to lose their memories. In some way he felt bad for Yoosung, but he was also a little selfish and hoped you would choose him now that you were done with the blond puppy.

He acted like everything was the same, even was willing to say the same, but you still didn't choose him. You choose Zen instead. He was quite about it. Should he tell the others about the thing [Y/N] could do? No, they wouldn't believe him anyway. He watched you and Zen, in his mind wondering why you had chosen to reset. Just be with Zen? But you were happy with Yoosung too. He didn't really understand.

You reseted again, this time going to Jaehee. Why did you reset? At least you were able to give Jaehee some freedom, show her that she didn't need to work for Jumin to get enough money to be happy, if you could say that she had been happy at all. She was less stressed thanks to you.

But you reset again....

This time you thought it would be great to see how it might be to be Luciel. You liked how funny he was, however you were curious about what was behind his stupid jokes and his fake smile. Luciel always seemed to be too happy for you to be real.

Luciel was surprised that you had chosen him this time, especially since you hadn't shown much interest in him in the first place, but he would go with it. Soon he even forgot that you could reset everything.

He was happy, really happy. Sure it took him a while to warm up to you, showing you his true feelings, but he did. He was willing to give everything for you, to make you smile, to be by your side. What was it? What did they call this feeling?

Love.

It was love what he had for you. But what did you feel for him? You couldn't tell. At the very start you thought you love Yoosung, but soon it turned out that you were wrong. Then Zen. Even though he was cute, you didn't love him in this way he did. How about Jaehee? No, she was not the one you loved.

So you had tried Luciel. He loved you, he really does.

But what about you?

You didn't.

You and him were sitting beside each other on this day, he was working on his things while you were listening to music. Should you do it now? After all there was no going back if you would. You would already go to the person you love.

Slowly you stood up and walked to Luciel, hugging him from behind. "I'm sorry Saeyoung" you whispered. He knew what would happen now. He wanted to hold you, tell you not to leave you, but before he could say something, you were gone and he was lying in his bed, beside him his phone.

Tears streamed down his face. Why did you do this to him? Why? Wasn't he good enough for you? Now you were gone. He would have done everything to make you stay, but you left him. Did he do something wrong? Why did everyone he loved leave him? Was it because he was a bad person?

Crying, he took the phone and looked at the screen.

~[Y/N] has entered the chat!~

However he wouldn't show you that he knew about what you were doing. He put on his mask and did like always, being the cheerful self that he pretended to be. You believed him.

After all you didn't think that someone might know about what you could do, what power you hold in your hands.

This time you would end up running to the person you love. Jumin. He was the last person and you were sure it must be him. Luciel watched you. Why did you do this? Why did you hated him so much to hurt him like this?

At the end you weren't happy with Jumin and you reset again.

You did it over and over again, in the hope of finding the right way, until you would fall truly in love with someone. Luciel watched you, every time fell for you and your tricks again.

You didn't stay with him, but he was still willing to let you play with his heart.

How often had you reset by now? Too often. You don't even remember it by yourself. Every time you would change little things which lead to big changes.

Soon you started to fall in love with Luciel. You knew him, after all. You tried to come close to him again, but at the beginning he seemed to be even colder than before. For a moment you thought that you might have upset him in some way or that he might know about the reset. No, that was stupid. How should he know? You just laughed about it and tried your best.

Luciel noticed how hard you tried to be with him again. Are you meaning it this time? He didn't want to give his heart to you again, after what you have done to him, but he just could not other and give it to you again. Would you break his already broken and death heart again? Or would you already fix it? Would you fix the wounds that you have caused?

Time flew and you still were with him, which made him wonder. When he was sure you would probably stay a little longer, he decided to already ask you about it.

"[Y/N], we need to talk about something.....how do you do it? The reset thing? And why are you doing it? Will you leave me again, [Y/n]?"